Fell off the wagon

So I have a confession to make. You remember how excited I was about starting my diet? And the first 5 lbs I lost? Yah... I fell off the band wagon. I have reasons, tons of reasons, but really they're just excuses. Some are good.. like you really shouldn't work out when you have a fever of 102. Some are easy... like who wants to work out when its 100* outside. And some were just lame... like "I'm too stressed out with school to worry about anything else." but they're all just excuses.

Well I'm trying again. Luckily I only gained back 2 lbs. So here I go again. I am bummed that I lost almost a full month of time I could have been getting skinny, and since Alex will likely be coming back a month early I may not make my goal of 30lbs by the time he comes back BUT I can get close!! And there is hope for me! I figured that today was basically ruined. I went to a house warming party today and had lasagna, croissant sandwich, and cake (mmm). So when I went to eat dinner I looked for whatever in the fridge looked REALLY good but was not diet friendly. Found the yummy alfredo pasta I made a few nights ago (even cooked the mushrooms in wine, it was awesome) so put some of that on a plate. Mom had the stuff to make chicken soft tacos so made one with sour cream, avocado, and cheese. As the pasta was heating up I was checking to see if the box of Special K had gotten stale yet, and after I ate one flake I went "omg.. I want to eat a bowl of this, not what I'm heating up!" So I had one bite of the pasta, one bite of the taco and then put it down the disposal and had a bowl of Special K for dinner instead :)

So here I go again, hope hope hope.

I PASSED!!!I PASSED!!!
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Haven't posted in a while

Sitting outside Jimmys work waiting for him to get off, decided that I wanted to go shooting tonight and since you can't rent guns by yourself, and all of Alex's are at a friends house I decided to invite Jimmy. So studied in the lobby for a few hours now sitting outside in the car.

I am seriously stressing the test I took two days ago. Should be getting my score tomorrow or Wednesday. The questions were so obscure and awkward. I'm so afraid that I got a score in the high 60s (what I got on the practice tests the first time I took them). This of course is making me doubt myself and my future in nursing *sigh*
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3 tests down. 3 (I hope ) to go

I have never been so worried about a test in my LIFE.

Figure I should post...

Since I haven't in a while.

The farm started up a month ago, things are going ok except that the one guy out there that I can't stand, is now out there every Sunday. Oh well, we both know that we can't stand each other, so I get to tell him to shut up and just walk away :)

School: well my predictor exam is next week, so I am so beyond stressed out that I just can't give a damn right now. *SIGH*

Diet: Still following the diet, and still losing weight slowly (though right now I'm bloated and have "gained") but because of the stupid test I haven't been to the gym in like.. a week and a half. Oh well, I don't have the energy to stress that right now.

Back to studying

There's nothing special about today

There's no reason why I should miss him this much, randomly.

But I do.

:(

Happy Easter all

I had a nice little surprise this morning. Alex was able to send me a picture of himself and his easter dinner. Was a little crazy to see the traditional coke can but in a different language. That boy and his soda lol.

I can't post them bc of security reasons

I wish I'd been wearing more water proof mascara lol.